Chapter 4 seems to be my nemesis.
I'm not sure why it's so difficult for me to finish it. I feel like nothing is really happening in the chapter. It's sort of a bridge between Sarah's first time with Garrett (which you read about last week) and a shake up that's going to happen with James in Chapter 5 or 6 plus the introduction of a new theme involving Sarah's daughter Abby.
I added a little scene today to break things up, to make it more compelling. Sarah reflects on a sex dream about her and another woman. Does anyone else find it narcissistic that Sarah's character is drawn to pale-skinned red-haired women since I am myself a fair redhead? :) Anyway, in the dream, she and the redhead make out and are tribbing. Do you know what that means? You should look it up if you don't.
So is that hot? Girl on girl action? You guys are okay with that, right?
On another note, I saw my lover on Saturday and again on Tuesday. For some reason we cannot seem to completely break up with each other. There was a moment yesterday in the wee hours of the morning when he slid his throbbing cock into me...a delightful twilight fuck, as he called it...that I thought to myself, "We feel like James and Sarah again." It was so a James and Sarah moment.
Sometimes it feels like a destiny that never of us can completely deny.